So what now?

Sorry, yes, I know I’m evading the question. Well, the thing is John, “the father”, is my boyfriend of some six months now. We met at a friend’s party. John knew Sam years ago and I guess that’s how we got talking. He’s a nice bloke: I do really like him. Everything was going pretty well, in fact.

It is just that I’m not sure I’m quite ready; it hadn’t even occurred to me that we might be in it for the long haul.

So now what?

 I just don’t know what to do.