A friend suggested I should keep a diary. She says she keeps one and it helps her to get her head round things when she feels life's running away.

So, I'm giving it a try....

Dear Diary,

Please would you help me get my head round a few things right now.

Yours sincerely


Wednesday, 14 July 2010

So what now?

Sorry, yes, I know I’m evading the question. Well, the thing is John, “the father”, is my boyfriend of some six months now. We met at a friend’s party. John knew Sam years ago and I guess that’s how we got talking. He’s a nice bloke: I do really like him. Everything was going pretty well, in fact.

It is just that I’m not sure I’m quite ready; it hadn’t even occurred to me that we might be in it for the long haul.

So now what?